你已足夠好
You are good enough
媒材：水彩、色鉛筆
Medium：watercolor, colour pencils
You are good enough.
Every time I look at somebody’s achievement,
I first feel a lot of envy,
then I start to think that no matter how hard I try,
I can never reach the same height.
After that, the thought of “ whatever i try, it’s useless”come to me,
then I begin to lose confidence in myself.
Feeling how worse I am, and then I stop in my tracks.
I fell into a bottomless pit I’ve created,
sinking deeper and deeper
—a black hole caused by comparison.
Earlier this year, I fell into it.
I stopped watching those information
which made me anxious because I can’t face these things with a positive mindset.
Doing so has indeed helped me feel much better.
Then, I tried to face myself honestly,
and rebuilt my self-confidence.
To understand what I have right now?
what I can start working on,
and pushed myself to get things done.
The most important thing is don’t compare yourself to others.
We were born with different circumstances, thoughts and personalities,
but we are all moving forward for our own self.
Does we don’t start from the same place matter?
Each stage of your life is necessary, and you’re good enough in the present.
As the saying goes, you are in your time zone.
Don’t think that there’s only one path for you and follow others blindly.
You have infinite possibilities.
每次當我看著別人的成就，先是有好多羨慕，
然後覺得自己怎麼努力都無法追上，
接著就會有了『反正再怎麼努力也沒有用』，
並開始對自己失去信心，
覺得自己好爛，然後就停下了腳步
陷入自己創造的無底洞，不斷往下墜，這是比較之下產生的黑洞，
今年年中我就掉下去了。
在我無法將他人成功、美好生活看作鼓舞自己的學習對象前，
我開始停止看那些會讓我感到焦慮的資訊，
因為我暫時無法用正面的情緒去看待這些事物，這麼做確實讓我好很多。
然後好好的面對自己，重建自己的信心，
了解自己現在擁有什麼，
哪些事是當下的自己可以開始進行的，
並拖著自己去完成。
最重要的，是不要比較，
我們生下來條件、思想、個性本就大大不同，
有的人步調快，有的人步調慢，
但我們都在為自己前進著，不管是什麼樣的人，
都需要停下來稍作休息，
調整呼吸，然後再度出發。
跟別人的起跑點不一樣又怎麼樣呢？
每個人的人生際遇本來就不一樣，
所以有不一樣的配速本來就很正常。
每個階段的自己都是必然的，
每個當下的你已經足夠好了，
就像大家很常在說的，你在你的時區，一切都準時。
不要盲目地追隨，覺得自己只有那一種可能，
你明明有無限可能。